Hello people, if anyone actually reads this. This will be my first ever blog, so I don't really know what to do but I think it's sort of treated as a less private diary! (yet, i've never written a diary either!)
Well, lets get started, my names James, I'm 16 and one word to describe me is probably "Surfer". I've surfed since I was 4 years old, and ever since the day I first stood on my board, I've lived the sport, I can't get enough.
I decided to make a blog because a couple of my friends have now, and it seemed like a good way of getting things off your chest to a majority of people that have no idea who you are, your background or what your like. I was feeling a bit crap tonight, so I thought...Hey! why not...
Well the reason I felt a bit crap is because this girl I like, (I wont mention names just incase but to those who know me it's pretty obvious) seems to just ignore me now, and it seems to be happening quite a bit... Every girl I start to get close to one day just decides to turn their back and walk away!
Now, I'm not usualy one for complaining about all the lovey dovey stuff, but it's starting to get to me. I'm 16 (almost 17) and I haven't had a decent relationship in probably...2 years now, and that was nothing serious. I'm certainly not blaming girls for staying away, I'd probably do the same! I'm really shy so getting to know me is difficult, and i'm not surprised that the very few that decide to take an interest give up.
I've always been on the lookout for a girl thats similar to me, I guess i've been looking for a "surfer girl". And where i'm from they're pretty thin on the ground, in fact i'd probably say non-existant. Well...contary to this, I thought i'd met a "surfer girl" at a party a few months back, and I started to like her. We spoke on msn a lot and I thought we were getting along pretty well. Recently, she just doesn't seem interested! (this will be my first and last moaning blog I promise you! I just really want to get it out)
I tend to fall head over heels towards girls pretty often, I put it this way, if your female and nice to me, I'll probably end up taking a strong likeing to you next week!
On a lighter and less moan-ey note, I got some sweet new flip flops today, they have a bottle opener in the soles...so useful! (I wear shorts and flipflops all year round, I just find them more comfortable.)
I hope everyone that reads this doesn't think i'm a total whiney kid, because i'm not normally!
